Ok, so I feel liberated and relieved, but at the same time I feel nervous because I do not have another job lined up or anything. Its the whole uknown nature of my future that is troubling me a bit. I need to take long deep breaths, yes, long deep breathing, because it seems as if I am hyperventilating. It wasn't an easy decision at any fronts, but I just had to do it to keep my dreams alive and my life energized. And, watching myself playing "their" game everyday, when I really wanted to work the rules for a better environment, hurt me a lot and I could only take so much.
Well, I like to see this resignation as an opportunity to do something grander with my life, make a difference in the world and really enjoy myself working hard (you know I am not afraid of working hard). Yeah, it will be a different kind of experience, because I've always worked since college, so I would have to start defining the next steps towards my dream. Ofcourse, I won't sit at home or else I will waste my life...instead I will put all my energy in pursuing my passion and adding value. You may ask, how? My reply, don't know yet. I need time to think through and I will. And once I do, I will share with you.
As I practice remaining calm through the biggest decision in my career so far, I would love to hear any suggestions or feedback you have that will make this transition easier for me. So, email me or comment...would love to discuss with you.
Hugs
hang in there, you are moving in the right direction.
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